the sun rises as usual

it has been a while..since i last put any thoughts into words..

not exactly in the mood of saying anything, or maybe there is not much to talk recently. been exploring the world of blogging through this invitation just now. and stumbled upon (unintentionally i must say) some piece which i think is not intended to be post up here.

the tv is showing some movie, which seems nonsensical to many, but i guess there is always a message, just that we don't get it. just like those crazy people whom 'normal beings' like us, like to criticise and discriminate to some extend. it is in fact much easier and sometimes more enjoyable even, working for them. dont know if it is appropriate using the word 'for'..but i think it is justifiable as to some extend i do serve them.

it has been a nice interval, wherever i get worked up and cursing through, the next day i get a change of mood. crazy they may be, but to me they are far more innocent and well-mannered than those bloody idiots who are better off damned.

how do people connect to each other? how should people connect to each other? how if u do not know if u really know what is he thinking about anymore? how if at some point in life u begin to ponder is this how i should live my life but then life continues the way it does, everyday? how if there seem to be not much conversation/exchanging of thoughts going on, but it is always brushed aside as a temporary thing, which could be normal? how if ...and the list goes on..

the movie is coming to an end..and things which seem weird starts to make sense now..

this is just a jumble of thoughts..as i said earlier..

it has been a while..

*wild strawberries sounds nice..